This video explains a lot on this case

Inside The Mind of an MKULTRA Killer with author Fritz Springmeier 

A NOTE TO BUTCH SELMAN PUBLIC DEFENDER

Mr. Selman,

         Hi. Although I appreciate Mr. Gerlach's stance in this matter (I really do), I have to say BULLSHIT. I clearly can define that this incident occurred during what was clearly mind control including the use of subliminals, hypnosis, robotics, holograms with the use of voice to skull technology and some kind of electronic or sound wave neuroscience technology. Better known as MKULTRA (that actually stands for mind control in German) techniques.

  Although it was what I would call  a "nice" beautiful version and I really just experienced  what I would call "pure love". The ability to override the senses and interjection of subliminal messages was extremely powerful. 

  Speaking of boundries, who's boundries were violated here? And I am the offender? I am suffering the consequences of someones designed program.

  I understand you are very busy. Given your highly logical intellect, I think you find the following video's of  great interest in enlightening you.
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLRcWD-HhjgZ_E_hNDumkfqh0HE2HrAShw

  Take a few minutes...there are quite a few more available on the subject.
Ignorance of technology is not an excuse.

                                                        Thanks,

                             

                           Gary S.

A VIDEO COLLECTION (Or corroborating evidence.)

Here are some videos, that although not directly related, some are actually related...
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLRcWD-HhjgZ_E_hNDumkfqh0HE2HrAShw
Please note video one
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ckB7L7T20oI&list=PLRcWD-HhjgZ_E_hNDumkfqh0HE2HrAShw&index=1
 I would say that Rachelle also fell under something similar... including getting hit in the head...

MIND COMPUTER BLOG

Just a quick link for those who are interested in the latest neuroscience mind influences.
I think you will find it very interesting...
http://mind-computer.com/

WHAT EVER HAPPENED TO RACHELLE O'BRIEN...

Hi,
  Although this event happened over 4 1/2 years ago, it still remains ever present. I would have to say without doubt Rachel O'Briens overdose and my reaction to her condition was clearly influenced by psychcological mind control techniques learned from the MK-ULTRA program and programming. Justifiable or not its the facts. Clearly defined subliminals, hypnosis, robotics and holograms.
It was very structured programming. This may seem harsh but it  appeared to me their was someone who was OK with her dying, (and  I was just trying to keep her alive.)  A psychological influence...
  I just question this after my own 30 years of psychological neuroscience influences...a pretty clearly designed plan.
 I really have to challenge those involved, this is correct behavior on their part? I would say there are some agents who think not and I appreciate their clues.
   Everyday I say I look to the sky and say I love you. I mean every day. Especially when I feel the sunshine, because that's what she was to me -  sunshine. 
  I love her forever, just want to define the facts.

HELP WANTED CIA AGENTS APPLY HERE...

 This is serious.
 I seem to have come to a standstill on how to proceed in proving a so called "government experiment" and programming experiments of government psychologists were performed.  Proving psychologically influenced suicide deaths, use of hypnosis, subliminal messages, voice to skull, holograms, telepathy experiments, trance like states etc. seems difficult. I know what I experienced. As much as I would like to challenge these actions in Supreme Court, I would need the help of someone with credible evidence to come forward.
  So that's my challenge to whatever CIA agent or agents who wanted me to expose this information. I need some evidence. Complete defensive denial by the legal system of the Truth. You asked me to help, well I need some help...


PS. I love her forever. Isn't this a  ridiculous request?
 So was your experiment...

Perhaps you might enjoy my Replacements music collection
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pMRUszqMVM8&list=PLRcWD-HhjgZ_pyW5v5DFrdtAgw8P5Qf5q

                                                                                Thanks,
                                                                                Gary

 

Of Interest.. A couple Links...Just For Fun of Course

 A couple more links (these really fit...really)

http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/sociopolitica/esp_sociopol_mindcon02.htm

http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/montauk/esp_filadelfia_2.htm

"Apathy has taken over the minds of the masses, who choose to exist within the comforts of this world"


I thought I was done with this blog...


 Luv  Gary

A conclusion of the overdose of Rachelle O'Brien and  her leaving the planet 3 days later. I conclude that yes it clearly appears someone (appears government involvement) using programming  learned from the MK ULTRA program etc.: such as hypnosis, subliminal suggestion, robotics, voice to skull technology, etc.
 Also appears or is linked to so called "secret society" (Illuminati). Ironically a very beautiful one I would say by the union experience I had. Perhaps it was GOD involved, It is hard to tell during this "experiment" (I personally do not really call this experience experimental.) It did have a interjection of "Government Experiment" via the voice to skull technology.
  The psychologists would like to hide behind calling these things: auditory hallucinations, delusional disorders etc. Or the smokescreen of drugs. No they would hate to admit that illegal (so called) experiments on people are being used.
  At least I got a nice version of the techniques. Although I bonded in forever love, I still find it wrong, even with justifications (two wrongs do not make a right, although this was close). I guess you have to experience to explain it.
  I accept some responsibility, but the influences of the "experiment" was overwhelming to the senses. (I am sure an intention of the programmers.) But I do not feel guilty for joining in a union with the only woman I have ever asked to marry me.
 I truly believe the government needs to quit being in denial. To quit faking things, deceiving and manipulating people.
 Lets just pretend that this "experiment?" did not happen. Well sorry it did...and so has a lot of other "experiments" it appears. (Not my idea.) Depopulation [gender experiments (a gay population does not create kids), overdoses...] , illegal classing of people, involvement in drugs for money:crack, heroin etc. For example I talked recently to a soldier that got back from Afghanistan who was guarding Poppy fields...
 The CIA got caught with a plane full of crack etc...
  Do we really need to spending money on  "experiments".
  This really is about resources, our mismanaged national debt, overpopulation and lack of knowledge.
I have to admit the "End of The World" simulation was very good. And am very grateful for the love I experienced. It's deeper love then I could ever imagine: forever.
 Well I am done blogging on this. If anyone has any questions I will most likely answer them, unless it could hurt someone else. (:-)

PS I am Christian and forgiving..." the experiment" was very well done by the way.
 Over 30 years I have seen or experienced effects of  "experimentation".... are we done????
 
 

 Seems this experiment all started with The Replacements Band years ago.. really.
 I guess this was the  PERFECTLY LETHAL  song from the Let it B album. I had never heard it before this event...

More Trivia on the Taylor Momsen and The Pretty Reckless

Just a quick note. I really noticed the coincidence of Rachelle saying Friday Jan. 8th that she was worried about "not being pretty enough for me." and the song lyrics of  Taylor Momsen (The Pretty Reckless)
Listen if you want to understand....

  It is 4 1/2 years later after the event but it is ever present. Although I lost my appeal on this case and have found no path to challenge this case. But I know I am right. It clearly is a clearly needed challenge of government psychologists who created this. There is no way it is legally or a morally correct decision to infringe upon human beings using high tech and advanced psychological mind control techniques as was done in this case.  Subliminal suggestion, hypnosis etc... The smoke screen justification that someone has a drug addiction is just a cover for illegal government experiments. It appears  self-centered of the  psychologists   and that are trying to justify  and increase their own self worth. It is natural: everyone always feels the need to justify their existence. So I challenge them to rethink their actions as incorrect. Because i believe they are...
  I would like to touch upon the same techniques on what was Rachel O'briens favorite boyfriend Troy (she told me). (She really was my fiance and said she would marry me, but I did have a boyfriend collection to compete against for her love...) Troy shot his best friend accidentally...but likely the same robotic  mind control techniques. Colorado massacre, Navy yard shooting, (perhaps: Jody Arias, O.J. Simpson, Amy Sensor (get the Sensor "joke - not that I think it is funny though") etc. are also victims of the psychologists behavior) . Is this proper behavior of the government psychologists I ask? Are they crazy? I have experienced the control and I feel compelled  to explain and challenge this.
  I do appreciate the forever love that exists though and am thankful for that.
 

   It has been over 4 years since Rachelle O'brien overdosed. I still feel the powerful love that was left everyday. Her love was and is the strongest most beautiful and meaningful thing I have ever experienced.
It is still there. (:-)
   A late coincidence I found was the English band The Pretty Reckless (Taylor Momsen) had just released a debut single  "Make Me Wanna Die" on Dec 29th ( 12 days earlier.) just a coincidence I had a former English girlfriend for 6 years.  (Love the band and music: they sound very good.)
  Just a coincidence I had another former girlfriend (Colleen Hitchcock) who had written the book "Rabbit Heart" and on the cover was written " Who will be the next to die of pleasure in her bed?" Seems to be a play on that...
 So I did the best I could to explain this beautifully tragic event.  I tried to write this in an interesting way, but  it is true to my experience of the night before...
      There is no greater love (:-)... I love her forever (really forever.)(:-)

New link: this describes the technology  used on us quite well.

Aquino- NSA Devil Worshiper Long Range Takeover & Satellite Microwave Mind Control

Now does someone understand?

I am looking for a Human Rights group to address this issue too, but am unable to find one. I know the truth of the illegal actions done to me in  this case.  Our legal society is not acknowledging our technological advances in the neuroscience area. Anyone know where I can find help regarding government mind control "experiments"?

DOCUMENTARY

Any agent interested in a great 100% TRUE story (like LIFETIME Movies) about a beautiful blonde  hip hop young lady who overdosed during (what appears to be a CIA) simulation and "experiment" of the "End of the World" during 2010 (you know how the world was supposed to end with the end of the Mayan calender...) involving mind control, hypnosis, subliminal sugesstion, robotics, "voice to skull" technology, drugs , sex please contact me at garys5233@gmail.com or 602-785-2961

This event was preceded and ended clearly in what was a violation of human rights using the techniques such as described below. I am sick of the slander from this event when all I was doing was getting engaged to the only lady I have ever asked to marry me.  Please take the time to read  on this before judging me on my reaction of an expression of true love to this psychological "experiment"..


Electronic Mind Control by Mark Bond

Law Enforcement Complicity in Electronic Torture & Mind Control in America

The convergence of the cold war history of mind control and electromagnetic weapons with new post cold war government neuroscience research programs

 Survey of Evidence Regarding Mind Control Experiments by Cheryl Welsh

MK-ultra CIA FBI Scientific Medical Cointelpro USA Genocide [Video]

Electronic Torture - Did You Know - Law Suit Complaint - Elf - Mind Control

CASES FILED ON ELECTROMAGNETIC ASSAULTS, GANGSTALKING, MIND CONTROL, V2K AND IMPLAINTS - BY JUSTICE FOR ALL CITIZENS

The list goes on and on... just search the internet for more.

I am seeking free legal input from lawyers (or others in the legal system) interested in one of the most interesting and beautiful  cases ever on this planet. It has been denied by the Minnesota Supreme Court. Since it appears to be a Federal Agency , I believe it has the right to go to the Supreme Court of the US. Just a little proof of the of the facts: human rights violations of experimentation and mind control on U.S. citizens ...

2 Videos added to links. Anyone interested in what happened to Rachelle should watch the videos for a better understanding!

My relationship with Rachel O'brien I believe was an experimental artificially created love using new technology, that grew to a the deepest love. A computer chip like response in my brain the first time I saw her seems like a big clue. Like the whirring of a computer. An attraction existed between us that neither could clearly explain. Also a small amount of a  primitive form of telepathy. Later I could see through to a true love.
I would have to say it was programming. Like a programmed soul mate. She said she thought she was my soul mate. And I to felt the same. Is this real or artificially produced? Maybe both. A God like angelic spiritual feeling existed. I felt the strongest existence of God the night I experienced what I can clearly define as a 2010  "End of the World"  mind control "experiment" complete with holograms( projected into my brain were with clear recall of: 1. A poison symbol of skull and bones, 2. A pinball machine with the left control broken, 3. a movie screen with the alternative ending not working, 4. Buildings melting 5. A bombing almost identical to "Shock and Awe" of Iraq 6. And a final glistening gold and golden alter over Rachel), subliminal "voice to skull"communication, omni knowledge, omnipresence (forever). Was the omni states real or created I do not know, sure felt real timewise. The experiment is 100% clearly defined, there is 0% doubt. Perhaps I experienced either a real or created "Revelations", that I am not sure of... It is interesting. It is hard to define what is of the experiment and what is of GOD.
  Anyways the forever love still exists (:-).

I just wanted to add that doing mind control on humans is such a major violation of Human Rights. But no one seems willing to really address this issue. How do you address the issue?

I can  clearly define the use of: hypnosis, subliminals, voice to skull "telepathy", robotics etc. the night before Rachelle O'Briens overdose (and for quite a period of time before this event.). 100% absolute.  It appears to include an advanced way for a  CIA declassification of the death of Kay Murray 20 years earlier who shot herself in Steve William's bed. Appears she also was a victim. Like a confession of an agent. New improved old script: girl, money, coke adultery, suicide. 
Note: The use of CIA should be : appears to be CIA. / National security etc.  No physical proof of this yet exists. My assumption is that the information I have received is true.

REMOTE NEURAL MONITORING compiled by Dee Finney

Please read this...
http://www.greatdreams.com/RNM.htm
 REMOTE NEURAL MONITORING compiled by Dee Finney

The Rachel O'Brien Story Femme Fatale & The End of The World Mind Control Simulation

Here is my original writing concerning Rachelle O'Brien's overdose coma republished. 

The Rachel O'Brien Story

Femme Fatale & The End of The World Mind Control Simulation
The Exclusive Unedited True Edition    A TRUE STORY OF AN "END OF THE WORLD" NEURO SCIENCE MIND CONTROL SIMULATION IN 2010"

This is a true story (from the deepest of my heart) of the Illuminati death of Rachel O'Brien. Who was Rachel O'Brien? A very beautiful blonde young hiphop 20 year old female from New Brighton, Minnesota. A very beautiful and addicted young lady, with a very nice boyfriend collection. A beautiful lady who I wanted to be my wife. A very dead addicted beautiful young lady. How do I know? I'm the guy she said she would marry the night before. I'm the guy who woke up and found her cold body next to me on a Sunday mourning January 10th 2010 at 11 AM, I'm the guy who loves her forever...I'm the guy she promised to love forever...

Who am I? My name is Gary, I'm from Richfield Minnesota. A white suburban 53 year old male. I like playing games: backgammon, foosball, chess, betting sports and playing poker. I worked normal jobs when was younger: cook, security, blackjack dealer, painting, roofing, day trading and ran an internet shopping mall. Rachel worked at McDonalds, Perkins, and a tanning salon. Rachel liked to dance. I am very good at recognizing talent and was hoping to help her in a professional dance career. Rachel also liked to party.

Why am I writing this? I love her forever. Her mom, her dad, her exboyfriend collection, her brother and sister and her friends might want to know. I think it was a suicide execution or assasination (call it what you want, the police call it an accidental overdose). I think she committed suicide. I am 100% certain high-tech "experimental" neuroscience equipment was used on us that night (and the previous year) to create an "End of the World Simulation." (type in: "Illuminati neuroscience mind control" on the internet to find out more on this equipment.) But mainly, I love her forever, that's why.
We met at Rick's apartment mid summer about two and a half years earlier. Who is Rick? Rick Donich aka "Big Rick", former Marine and bouncer from northeast Minneapolis. I mean who was Rick, Rick's dead too. Did he overdose too? Well all I know is he didn't wake up with his face in his own puke. Rick liked to party too. It was late after a tournament of some kind (either poker or foosball). It was the some of usual addict gang from Minneapolis (like: crazy (maybe not) Big Brian from next door, Mary (Rick's girlfriend), "Oldschool" the funny popcorn pimp etc...) She walked in with her (good looking) boyfriend, I think his name was Tom. Something clicked in my mind. I said to Rick "I'm going to have that guys girlfriend!" (I will never think that again...). I knew she was beautiful, but I thought every guy thinks that, how could I be different? Anyways we just partied, she showed off dancing around a little bit. It just stayed like that for the summer. She liked coming over to Rick's, she thought Rick was funny.
Then she left Tom for Rick's son Troy who was 17. She said she liked Troy best of all her boyfriends. (Last I heard Troy was in jail for an accidental shooting of his best friend.) I was busy smoking up some of the money (with help from the gang) from my fairly large inheritance that I would be getting. Rick got kicked out of his apartment. Rick needed somewhere to go. I let him into my new house in Richfield. Also moving in was his son Troy with Rachelle who said he "Stole Rachelle for me.". He knew I liked her. I liked looking at her, she was like art on my couch. She was quiet, nice and would wash and fold the towels good. But she was addicted or used almost every drug: coke, meth, crack, ecstacy, oxycotten, percocet, weed, morphine...and occasionally would get drunk (she was afraid of becoming an alcoholic.) "Miss Pharmaceutical" I would call her.
Anyways, I cared. A former drug use and abuse student, I worked hard to get her off of meth and ecstacy. She understood. I couldn't get her to quit the opiates unfortunately. She said "Why? they make me feel good."
Rachelle ended up in some kind of trouble (stole a car or something?) and had to go to treatment. Troy ended up in trouble too for accidentally shooting his best friend when they were drunk (so I am told.) He went to jail.So Rachelle wrote me from treatment in Eden Prairie. I ignored it. She wrote me again a second time. She said she needed help to pay a fine or go to prison. She also needed a place to live and asked if she could move back in. She promised "She would love me forever" (this is very important I will explain later, she actually did this!). I said OK. She moved in.
We tried the play girlfriend for a few months. I bought her a $20 ring at Brian's apartment next door to Rick's one night. She said that she wanted the ring. (I wonder what that guy wanted the $20 for? Kidding...) I asked her "Will you marry me? via text, but she said "I don't think you are serious." The age difference of 30 years was too much. I said "Just be my friend." I wanted her to find a nice guy closer to her age. We talked about sex, but I didn't want a cheap one night thrill I would feel guilty of. She had told me she promised her younger sister she wouldn't have sex until she was married, and she felt guilty when she did. I didn't do anything when she asked if I wanted to sleep with her (the age difference bothered me.) Then when I asked one night if she wanted to have sex, she said "No, hows it feel?" Payback's a bitch.
So Rachelle moved out for the summer. I had a fun party girlfriend Marie, who also had a fiance. Marie liked to party. Rachelle had a boyfriend Cory. But Rachelle still was the focal point of my day. I would text her first thing in the mourning and last thing at night. I must have texted "I love you" over a thousand times! I bought her about a dozen roses one at a time. She dried them and kept them.
She said she needed money one day - $500 she needed, so I gave it to her. She gave me a deep kiss. I joked "$500 is a lot for a kiss." She said "I know" All we did was kiss. But deep french kisses. I had a lot of money (over a half million), she had a new kiss each time, (machine gun kiss, rip the tongue out kiss etc..) cute.I partied with a lot of hookers, who cares about sex I just wanted those kisses. Even her kisses were marked Illuminati with the use of Hannah Montana chapstick, it's great chapstick though the best I have ever tasted. We partied when with friends, but we didn't when it was just us, just talked, ate and made out.
One day when we were riding Rachel said to me "I think I'm pregnant Gary can we stop at Walgreens and get a test?" She was pregnant from Cory. Cory went to jail, Rachelle stayed with me at my house in Richfield. She wanted an abortion, but said her mom convinced her to have the child. She said she didn't know how she got pregnant. After three months she decided to keep her kid. She stayed with me, Brian and Rick while until two months before her child was due. She moved back home with her mom Diane, it was one of the happiest days of my life, (I wanted her to be OK at home.) Rachelle moved in with Cory after he got out of jail. She told me "I will try it with the guy for 5 months, but I'm not going to stay with him." I spent the summer working on my house to sell it. I finished fixing the house. I sold the house. I moved to Las Vegas in November to play poker and bet sports, every guys dream!
I was in Vegas living on the strip for three weeks. I missed her. She called me up crying, said Cory was abusing her and her mom didn't believe her. I can only describe it as a true calling, I can only say it was a calling from GOD, seriously not joking, I could feel the will of GOD to have me come back to freezing cold Minnesota in December. An actual somewhat powerful pull. (Yes I was straight, not on drugs.) So I did come back.
We had a very enjoyable last month together. I was staying in hotel rooms and she would visit me every day except the Holidays. We went to dinner at Rosedale a few times, she liked the Salmon there. The absence of drugs was nice (although she was using away from me.) I helped her get a new apartment in Brooklyn Center. She said she wanted to get away from Cory (yet Cory was still around...).
On January 1st we went shopping at Northtown Mall. (She was a shopping addict, she would actually sweat she would be so excited...). We walked by a Helzberg Diamonds jewelry store and I asked her if she wanted ring and if she wanted to be like Britney Spears? Why would I ask this? In reflection it seems like an advanced Illuminati notice of Britany Spear's new album "Femme Fatal" (*1). Rachel appears to have been from the same Illuminati class or model type as Britany Spears. She said yes how much can it be. I said $5,000, she picked one out on sale for $3,000 that she was being budget conscience and I said we would take it. I didn't hesitate to buy the ring for her.
The obituary might read "survived by her boyfriend Cory Schuck." Not that night, should read "former boyfriend Cory Schuck". She said she "just wanted to get away from Cory..."
Back at the La Quinta Inn hotel room I asked her if she would marry me. Her reply was " Yea, but first I want to live in the apartment for a year." I had never felt so happy in my life. It was Saturday afternoon and we decided to go out for Saturday night. She went back to her apartment to shower and get ready. Rachel picked me up around 7 PM and we headed out. We dropped her child off at her sister Michelles apartment. I gave Rachelle a $100 for her sister babysitting. I wanted to go to dinner, Rachelle wanted to go to a bar. We had never drank together, but I wanted to make her happy. Making her happy made me happy.
Somehow we ended up at a dive bar called Shaw's in NE Minneapolis. She had her sister Michelles drivers license. Although she was almost 21 she still needed it. Also joining us was a male friend Darmu and his friend. Darmu was about the same age and also had a kid, so they could relate. We were just sitting around talking. She got pretty drunk after about 7drinks. Then she got a call from a guy saying he knew where to get some fetynal patches. I didn't even know what fetynal patches were. Turns out fetynal is an opiate about 50 times stronger then morphine. She wanted to go pick the patches up. I told her "No, I want to talk to you". Rachelle replied "There's nothing to talk about. Tonight's the night we become one" and gave me a hard sexy look. Then she said she was going to get the patches herself then. No way was I going to let her drive, so I said OK I better drive. We left to pick up the guy. Driving away from the bar Rachel said in a Mae West voice "Garys my man, come on boys!" and slid over the seat into the back seat. It was funny and cute. We picked up the patches. I thought she just wanted to ease the pain from the big lump on her head, where Cory had hit her. I was driving and I saw the lighter flicker as she started to smoke the fentynal in the back seat. I didn't want to get in trouble for drugs in the car so I pulled over at Brian and Gayleens house in NE Minneapolis. There was a small gathering of people at the house; a small party. Rachel went into the bathroom there where she must have done to much of the fentynal patch. I received a psychic symbol of a poison sign: a skull and crossbones, come flying at me that I could actually feel hit me in the head! Was this neuroscience or a psychic sign of poison and what was to happen? More on the party and what happened later at the La Quinta hotel. But everything that happened after leaving the party seemed like extra added time to planet Earth by GOD, like it was not supposed to happen.
But first lets talk about others interest in Rachel and me. Illuminti might be the proper term. The Illuminati controls everything: books, music, legal, stocks, prison, drugs, gambling and lots more. Why would they be interested? Money. I had quite a bit still. I guess they found me to be a threat. I was a threat to cut into their pie. I think mainly it was my backgammon skills, I had just won in the the largest tournament in the U.S. The Las Vegas State Backgammon tournament: first in doubles placed 3rd in the championship division and the semi finals of the $10,000 jackpot. Plus poker, sports betting, foosball and day-trading skills. The Illuminati make high level business jokes. The use of neuroscience equipment that night seems to be a not funny joke on a new neural-net backgammon program "eXtreme Gammon". Get the correlation? "eXtreme Gammon" : extreme event. This event also took place in Brooklyn Park about the same time former mayor Jesse Ventura of Brooklyn Park had his new TV show come out "Conspiracy Theory". Were they trying to make a conspiracy to help promote the show? Then there is the corellation of the same family name as Cathy O'Brien author of "Transformation of America": a documented autobiography of a victim of government mind control, concerning the CIA's top secret MK-Ultra mind control research program. Perhaps a family retaliation for Cathy O'Brien's story. Was the altered state I experienced and Rachel's trance like state just a coincidence?
I could tell Rachelle was being extremely influenced from someone, but saw through it to the true love, kisses don't lie. I can only guess that it is the work of a very intellegent high level psycologist; like perhaps a CIA psycologist. Using subliminals and much more powerful nuero science equipment. How is this connected to backgammon , poker, sports and day trading you may ask? Goverment and ex-government employees: (custum agents, lawyers, psychologists, judges etc.) play backgammon and poker. Ex-mobsters control sports and influence poker. The Illuminatti a combination of both: rich drug barons simply buy or have connections to the government. In defense: I am sure alot of people and government employees are just are doing thier jobs and don't even know.
Rachelle told me she had "probation officer fantasies". Is this a normal thought? Almost all of Rachel's ex-boyfriends had been to jail. In the hotel room a few weeks before the overdose she had just finished dyeing my hair blonde. She said to me "I could die with you every night. (Paused then said) Oh, "I mean dye your hair." I looked at her funny, but didn't think too much of it, just that it sounded weird. In reflection after her overdose it means something else: the hints of suicide were present in her actions and words. Rachel had told me before she was suicidal and said "I don't like it here on planet Earth." She had also told me in the new apartment "I feel terrible, I just want to crawl into a hole and die." I didn't think much of it then. In reflection though I do now after her coma death.. Did she mean Courtney Loves band H.O.L.E.? and her song Sugar Coma? Rachel was my sugar baby. ,I used to sell a lot of womens fashion on the internet; is the fact that Courtney Love's new clothing line is called "Never the Bride" show a connection to the apparel industry? The new apartment we just got was on Douglas Drive. I later drew the correlation: foosball legand Doug Furry - Douglas drive. Doug's partner Jim "Wiz" Wizwell had also commited suicide. In fact "Wiz" was found by the same guy who called up with the drugs.Anyways, my plans for a new backgammon and foosball mixed doubles partner were crushed. Were Rachelle's thoughts "normal" or were they subliminally implanted by some warped psychologist?
Was her death justified? I met a guy later that explained to me that Rachelle had done some fetynal patch with someone else and they had died of an overdose. He said they were robbing him. It happened in a house off of University ave in Minneapolis. Is it true? I don't know, just what I am told. I reported the event and what he said to the police though. Anyways, I have subliminal recall from the night before at the hotel room I thought "Who's doing high tech crime on me or government experiment?" Why would I have this thought? I could feel the waves on my brain. I could also feel an evil intent from someone else: like high tech neuroscience equipment.
Back at the Hotel room I was just lying in bed. I was worn out from trying to trade stocks all day, then bet sports and playing poker all night all week long. Rachelle had an insatiable desire for money and I wanted to give her anything and everything in the world, it made me happy. But I was worn out and upset at her for doing the drugs and drinking too much. I didn't want to deal with it, I was tired. I never got mad at her before. But I was happy, she had finally said she would marry me.
Then lying there I experienced what I can only call an altered state: a little similar to a virtual reality. It was like being on two planes: a spiritual and a physical plane. The presence of an Omnilike power was incredible, Was it GOD? Was it part of a neuroscience experiment? Or was it both? Felt like GOD. It was like being completly surrounded by pure love, best I can describe it. It was like GOD had granted extra time on Earth for our souls to unite. Preceded by a simulation of what I took to be the end of the world and now draw a correlation to Britney Spear's "Till the World Ends" on her "Femme Fatal" album.It's hard to explain the next part, how does one explain eternity? I experienced a state of being in forever with her. I really mean a state of forever: I can best explain it as just me and her in space with an absense of time. She kept her promise of loving me forever. Was it GOD? Was it simulated? Or was it both? I truly can't tell. I experienced a transfusion of love, an incredible energy flow of love from me to Rachel. I have the deepest bond in my heart, I love her forever and ever. It appears to be a special union only available through GOD. Just like the heart says she carved on my deck "Gary loves Rachel." forever.

I can best describe the night before as a beautiful experience of "sex during revelations". Seriously, I experienced what I can only describe as either a real or neuroscience simulation of revelation from GOD. Which leads me to the revelation (*2) of Kay. The last words Rachel said to me were: "I am just going outside to see shorty's wife. Kay..."

 END of PART ONE 

 

The Rachel O'Brien Story

Chapter 2 - Revelations: Kay Murray & MK-Ultra
The Exclusive Unedited True Edition CLASSIFIED: TOP SECRET
I can best describe the night before as a beautiful experience of "sex during revelations". Seriously, I experienced what I can only describe as either a real or neuroscience simulation of revelation from GOD. Which leads me to the revelation (*2) of Kay. The last words Rachel said to me were: "I am just going outside to see shorty's wife. Kay..."
Or was it "I am just going outside to see shorty's wife. k?." like in OK. I draw reference to the name Kay because Rachel had earlier asked me out of the blue "What about Kay?". I thought "what did she mean?" I could only think of Kay Murray. How did she know this I wondered? Kay had died before Rachel was even born. After she died I think Rachel may have ment her spirit was going outside her body to see Kay.
I find a lot of significance to the fact that this is not the first girl I had love for who died. Over 25 years ago a former girlfriend named Kay Murray left me for a friend of mine named Steve, after she had asked me to marry her. I said no because she had drunk about 16 drinks and she had a addiction problem. Who was Kay? Another addicted girl who worked and enjoyed foosball. She also dyed her hair and looked a lot like Bo Derek before she died (see hair dying in Chapter 1). I was very close to Kay for three months: we did everything together. So she left me for my friend Steve who could take care of her better; rent etc. Well Kay ended up dead in Steve's bed. They say she shot herself in the mouth with a shotgun while listening to Fleetwood Mac. Doesn't seem like something Kay or a girl would do. Kay had just confessed to me in the whirlpool at the health club that she had slept with the starting Minnesota Vikings quarterback, who also happened to be married. He also had a cocaine problem. Well Steve had just received his inheritance like I had. Just a coincidence? Inheritance, cocaine and dead girl. It clearly appears to be a money motivated coverup. Perhaps someones justification for a modern day stoning of the adultress? Rachel had also spent time in bed with a married drug dealer. It is also interesting to me that Kay had met the Minnesota Vikings quarterback at a bar called Jukebox Saturday Night. I met my first girlfriend Katie at a jukebox in Dayton's when I was 13 playing footsie. Last I heard she was going to college to be a psychologist like her mom. The relationships with Katie and Rachel were both mainly just kissing based: that's mainly all Katie and I did was make out. That's mainly all Rachel and I did was kiss. I also found it quite interesting that my divorced former next door neighbor had a psychologist that I also knew from playing backgammon on her Facebook page. See the possable correlations? The events are very similar. This all appears to be the work of a psychologist.
Now who might this psychologist work for? Perhaps a telltale sign of the CIA's top secret old MK-Ultra(*3) mind control research program "MKUltra involved the use of many methodologies to manipulate people's individual mental states and alter brain functions..." M-KAY Ultra? Perhaps a joke and little slip from a experimental psychologist? Again you can read more from Cathy O'Brien author of "Transformation of America": a documented autobiography of a victim of government mind control. Seems to be like clues a serial killer "whose motivation for killing is usually based on psychological gratification... and often, a sexual element is involved in the killings..." (see 4 below) might leave. I find the psychological and sexual element part of the definition to be interesting. Perhaps there is an neuroscience serial killer?
This makes me wonder of other friends of mine who also committed suicide, one of them being Greg Schrup. What happened to the former backgammon player Greg Schrup? (I am unsure of the spelling of the last name.) Greg was a former roommate of Minnesota cash game backgammon legend Bob Schachter. Greg played very good backgammon, chess and enjoyed board war games. I saw him shortly before his suicide at a coffee house and I could also see signs of what could be the same psychological mind control effects on him. I am not aware of any other details on this. But I could also see the psychological mind control effects on his friend Bob Schachter.
Once again what happened to foosball legend Jim Wizwell? He died of CO2 poising in his car. I really only knew him as an idol. But I could see the the same psychological mind control influence on his foosball partner Doug Furry, just like backgammon player Bob Schachter.
In conclusion I can only explain these as the work of psychologists, mind control and neuroscience...
Is everything O.Kay.?
All my love forever GARY
Until I write more later....