It has been over 4 years since Rachelle O'brien overdosed. I still feel the powerful love that was left everyday. Her love was and is the strongest most beautiful and meaningful thing I have ever experienced.
It is still there. (:-)
   A late coincidence I found was the English band The Pretty Reckless (Taylor Momsen) had just released a debut single  "Make Me Wanna Die" on Dec 29th ( 12 days earlier.) just a coincidence I had a former English girlfriend for 6 years.  (Love the band and music: they sound very good.)
  Just a coincidence I had another former girlfriend (Colleen Hitchcock) who had written the book "Rabbit Heart" and on the cover was written " Who will be the next to die of pleasure in her bed?" Seems to be a play on that...
 So I did the best I could to explain this beautifully tragic event.  I tried to write this in an interesting way, but  it is true to my experience of the night before...
      There is no greater love (:-)... I love her forever (really forever.)(:-)