5 Years Later...

Well it's over 5 years since the major part (of what appears to be government involved )  mind control experiments has ended. Although an occasional pinging or attempted influence happens. It appears that being clean and sober for over 4 years really reduces the effect to ineffective. But I somewhat feel like the sole (or soul) survivor of a holocaust: Rachelle is dead, Rick and his wife are dead, and now Greg is dead....maybe a coincidence, but still creates a sole survivor feeling. I also feel like a wolf that has lost his mate... I guess I have... the love is  beautiful and painful all at the same time. But my love for you is still forever strong. (:-)